Yes I realize I haven't written since Monday. Quite frankly Monday sent me a curve ball I wasn't ready for, in fact it wasn't even in the realm of possibility on my radar. I went into a meeting expecting answers to some very specific questions in regards to my future. However, while I did think some difficulties were possible, I wasn't ready the very thick brick wall that was put up before me. It has taken me a few days to process and adjust to a new way of thinking. Monday night and Tuesday both saw me thinking positively and working forward within my new way of thinking. However as time wore on on Wednesday, I began to over think things and let my mind wander off and let myself get depressed. Letting hopeless and despair take over my thoughts, I began to be more stressed and short with the kids and not really enjoying life anymore.
God took me aside and talked to me very clearly and sternly. I have some major adjustments to make in my daily routines and my walk with Him. But He as assured me that He will be with me all the way. And I will still be where I want to be.
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